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http://www.wattpad.com/story/10019108?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_published I'm going to finally start writing again and hopefully I will continue to write till the end of the story and not quit so early or leave cliffhangers. :l yep..

He's gotten a tad bigger. He reaches the counter now whenever I cook and sits down awaiting for me to just throw food at him. XD Pretty cute.

Not giving up should be the priority.

Rocky has to be like the funniest and most adorableness (yes, I know. NOT even a real world. So?! ) and yet most silliest little rascal ever. He thinks he's soo cute with my headphones on. Ha. ha. Ok, he is.

It's been awhile since I've wrote anything on this thing. I kind of miss it. I guess I'm so caught on with life that I forget to write. Especially with this special guy I'm dating. I really feel like he's the one for me. I know it sounds completely cliche and like some people may call it "puppy love" haha. I hope it never ends. I can tell him anything without having to worry about him judging me in any way. I really love that about him.

I am not entirely trying to change my appearance.. I know he won't judge me for being me. However, it wouldnt hurt to be a bit girly.

So far everything has been sort of ok. Mostly because I have tried not to stress myself.

Life is becoming hectic. Growing older, gaining experience, having to take care of others. It's crazy. It all seemed so easy  when I was younger now everyone is getting older as well. At home I still live with my family, I still get no respect, no space, no privacy. There is no silence. At times I can't even hear myself think. I'm afraid of saying things that may hurt someones feelings or that they might judge me and get tired of me speaking or complaining, which is why I stay quiet. I write here. Where only I read my thoughts.

These human emotions are killing me! ...or are they simply hormones acting up? Meh.

I don't know why I get these sudden urges to cry. I just don't know. And why do I keep thinking of that bastard. That good for Nothing father. Doesn't even deserve that title. Thanks to that man I can't even. . . It really sucks Feeling this way. . And afraid of telling anyone...afraid They might judge you.. It sucks.

My mom, I really do love her.

I wish I was allowed to bring light saber to work.

I passed my NCCT exam, now I really want to get a better job And move the hell away from annoyance. So fucking annoying how nobody respects your crap or has any appreciating for the crap you do.

so far, life is going well. I'm not sure whether to call myself lucky or what but, it's all going pretty smoothly. I've met new friends, about to start off my externship. I hope I do well.

That one person I thought was going to be my new friend just disappeared. like "poof!"  So much for socializing. Now I have other things in my mind like passing my state exam, woot!

I didnt think it was possible to get as stressed as I am now.

I believe that I will never be able to make new friends..  I lost the chance to talk to that one dude. I guess it was just a mere coincidence ...

Life has become ultimately boring once again.

Holy cow. I saw the dude again.. I have to find the perfect time to talk to him.

Trying to find new ways to approach a person. I mean it can't be that hard.. right?

So lately, I've been "bumping" into (I don't even know if that's what you can call it.) this on random dude. Now I'm pretty sure this has all been coincidental or whatever but at the same time it feels exciting and adventurous. Eh, I probably sound like a dork. I don't even know the guy like that. I just know I've seen him a lot at school and in fast food restaurants wherever there is WiFi.. with his laptop.. and then out of the blue, when I thought my job could not get any more boring, he shows up. . . and for some reason my heart starts thumping as fast as the little guy can pump. haha. It's funny because I don't even know him that well we are not even in the same classes. or same program.. I've been trying to gain the courage to speak to him.. but I suck. Today, I saw him again.. and he spoke to me. dun dun dun. I tried to talk back smoothly.. and he thought I was from his origin I guess he was disappointed..

I'm pretty hungry and sleepy and well very tired, I feel like just walking into a portal where it will lead me into another dimension where I can just take a good ol' nap.

Everynight is the same fucked up dream. . .

I kind of dislike how everything like the Iphones and the playstation and XBOX keeps upgrading.. Imean its pretty neat and all but come on not everyone is shitting money... Damn upgrades and high quality definition. ... actually no dont damn it I want to see where this leads to.

i miss high school

I dont know what  to do.. I want to move out already but at the same time I dont want to be with complete strangers or by myself.. I lack any socializing skills with new people. I cant approach anyine so easily and i can easily get uncomfortable around strangers. I need to find a way to overcome this, but how?

pretty excited. Taking my sister to school today, hope she doesn't get bored.

my mother, a beautiful specimen of what this planet calls human. She can be really cool sometimes and at the same time be what kids call "annoying" but she can still be cool. I dont know wether its genetics or whatever, but I have nothing but pure bullies in my family. I dont know how she did it but she has major guts. I just dont know how she expects me to go up to someone and tell them how I feel or how to stand up for myself or even worse tell people whats on my mind! Holy Conolis!

Runny noses are over rated.

Unable to keep my patience for alonger I will expload feelings of anger. " Yo! I cant take this shit anymore." People are driving me insane! R&D

Is it just me or is my dog also anti social.

drenching my life with chocolate syrup....

Is it that bad to be anti social?

Its not that I care or anything, after all its been more than a year and a half almost two years now. Its not much of an importance to me.. maybe its because everyone keeps talking about it.  Either way I don't have time for that, I have school and work to keep me occupied, I don't have time to date or any of that junk I have to focus and greater things in life like succeeding. In order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear of failure. -Bill Cosby (Saw it in a flyer in school, its so intriguing how this whole building has so many inspiring quotes.) 

What's weirder than having a dream about being in a public bus? A. Actually leaving the bus feeling nervous because someone actually tried to talk you...  That's weird.

I have no idea... I think.. no.. I know.. wait no.. I think.. (GAH!) What am I gonna do? I... (sigh)  want to be a teacher...?

Sometimes even the most prideful person needs to learn when to stand down.

Have you ever had those deep thought moments in life when you start wondering about life and its creatures who are in it..? Suddenly, your mind starts to wonder off and your doing the living or in other words your "living the moment". But at the same time you realize "Hey, wouldn't this make an awesome story for when I become an author or become famous or rich and write my own autobiographies?" and for the split second you forget it all ever happened. That one moment when you realize your having a deep thought is all gone once you start "living the moment." Oh well, what can you do about it?

I have this jar now.. I'm gathering up all the pennies and change I find to m move the frick out!

Its been months without him, but now Its all good. Man, he's old... Last time I saw him he had bits of grey fur around his face.. now it's all over his body. Gave him a FURcut. haha..