Burgers

Life has become ultimately boring once again.

Holy cow. I saw the dude again.. I have to find the perfect time to talk to him.

Trying to find new ways to approach a person. I mean it can't be that hard.. right?

So lately, I've been "bumping" into (I don't even know if that's what you can call it.) this on random dude. Now I'm pretty sure this has all been coincidental or whatever but at the same time it feels exciting and adventurous. Eh, I probably sound like a dork. I don't even know the guy like that. I just know I've seen him a lot at school and in fast food restaurants wherever there is WiFi.. with his laptop.. and then out of the blue, when I thought my job could not get any more boring, he shows up. . . and for some reason my heart starts thumping as fast as the little guy can pump. haha. It's funny because I don't even know him that well we are not even in the same classes. or same program.. I've been trying to gain the courage to speak to him.. but I suck. Today, I saw him again.. and he spoke to me. dun dun dun. I tried to talk back smoothly.. and he thought I was from his origin I guess he was disappointed..

I'm pretty hungry and sleepy and well very tired, I feel like just walking into a portal where it will lead me into another dimension where I can just take a good ol' nap.

Everynight is the same fucked up dream. . .

I kind of dislike how everything like the Iphones and the playstation and XBOX keeps upgrading.. Imean its pretty neat and all but come on not everyone is shitting money... Damn upgrades and high quality definition. ... actually no dont damn it I want to see where this leads to.

i miss high school

I dont know what  to do.. I want to move out already but at the same time I dont want to be with complete strangers or by myself.. I lack any socializing skills with new people. I cant approach anyine so easily and i can easily get uncomfortable around strangers. I need to find a way to overcome this, but how?