Burgers

I am not entirely trying to change my appearance.. I know he won't judge me for being me. However, it wouldnt hurt to be a bit girly.

So far everything has been sort of ok. Mostly because I have tried not to stress myself.

Life is becoming hectic. Growing older, gaining experience, having to take care of others. It's crazy. It all seemed so easy  when I was younger now everyone is getting older as well. At home I still live with my family, I still get no respect, no space, no privacy. There is no silence. At times I can't even hear myself think. I'm afraid of saying things that may hurt someones feelings or that they might judge me and get tired of me speaking or complaining, which is why I stay quiet. I write here. Where only I read my thoughts.

These human emotions are killing me! ...or are they simply hormones acting up? Meh.

I don't know why I get these sudden urges to cry. I just don't know. And why do I keep thinking of that bastard. That good for Nothing father. Doesn't even deserve that title. Thanks to that man I can't even. . . It really sucks Feeling this way. . And afraid of telling anyone...afraid They might judge you.. It sucks.

My mom, I really do love her.

I wish I was allowed to bring light saber to work.