My 10 Realizations

Over the years, growing up has always felt like a mystery to me. "Will I grow 2 inches tomorrow?" "How long will I be alive for?" "How will I look like when I'm 20 years old?" As I was doing some growing up physically and mentally, I realized I grew up 'emotionally ' as well. Who knows whether that's a thing. What I do know is that I've learned a couple of things about myself. Such as:

1. I hear from my right ear better than my left. 

2. I've grown to hate and love people. I suppose I hate their irresponsible actions and selfishness and I love what they're capable of and the potential they have to change the world for good.

(Or maybe I'm just being too optimistic. )

3. I fear I may no longer have the creativity drive I had when I was in High School. 

4. I despise my underemployed job.

5. Because of my underemployed job I've learned there is such thing as modern neanderthals. 

(They are called 'The Ratchet ')

6. The Internet also has them.

(They are called 'Trolls')

7. I would like to dress more feminine, but am not motivated to do it. 

(I think that's called being lazy)

8. I tend to push away people who may or may not care for me by being an Asshole.  


9. When I have problems I've learned you can only count on yourself to solve them.

10. If I could relive April 13, 2014, I would had made sure I didn't wake up. 



Comments

  1. UnknownNovember 13, 2014 at 8:04 PM

    Nice post ;)

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  2. KatherineNovember 15, 2014 at 3:23 PM

    Thank you so much for your comment. I just write down and share my thoughts for the internet. :)

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