HOPE

If I could have any superpowers, I'd have the ability to turn invisible. It's sad to say it's not much of a "superpower" per se, but if I were in an awkard situation, embarrassed, or shy, I'd want to be invincible. I could consider myself invincible as if now, but then that would mean I'm depressed. Which I'm not, I'm just in search of change. Something new. A new life.

Then I'd say, if I could have any super power I'd wish for the strength to not give up and live up to expectations. 

But, it's okay. I'll find my way. I'm not sad or depressed. I'm just in search of a new beginning. 

I will surpass my obstacles. I will find love. I will find a new beginning. I'm not sad, I'm hopeful. 


hōp/
noun
  1. 1.
    a feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen.
    "he looked through her belongings in the hope of coming across some information"
    synonyms:aspiration, desire, wish, expectation,ambition, aim, goal, plan, design;More
    • 2.
      archaic
      a feeling of trust.
    verb
    1. 1.
      want something to happen or be the case.
      "he's hoping for an offer of compensation"
      synonyms:expect, anticipate, look for, be hopeful of, pin one's hopes on, want;More

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