Anger in a relationship is toxic, poisonous, harmful.

I become a cold statute with no heart for a split second I spill toxic out of my mouth.

Regret, I feel it as soon as the words escape my tongue.

I just want to apologize before he thinks I stopped caring. I don't understand why I get so emotional like this. I love him. I don't want to lose him. But is there a future with us? If we keep arguing like this, I don't think we can make it...


Am I wrong? To feel defensive and angry? I'm only human, but so is he.


Confused, what did I say to make her feel that way? Did I hurt her? I don't care, she was wrong. She shouldn't had said that. She should be more like this and that. Wait, I do care. I just don't want to keep admitting it. I should apologize. Why does she act like this? Like a child... Am I wrong for thinking she's wrong?

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